He's candy-coated misery,

title: Note: This is a happy post.
date: Saturday, February 6, 2010
time:4:38 PM

Happy (belated) birthday Richny!

Thanks for being with me through the thick and thin. & thanks for being my listening ear, best buddy, study buddy, shopping buddy, talk-nonsense-with buddy, bookworm buddy (?) Lol I think I can come up with a whole list but I'm damn lazy. D:

Oh and the picture above, I swear we look damn retarded. Actually, maybe it's only me hahahaha I swear.

title: I don't bite?
date: Wednesday, February 3, 2010
time:9:26 PM

I think I kinda sorta miss you. And a small part of me wish you did too. Or is that too much to hope for too? After all this, fuck, I don't even get friendship?

I've been holding on for far too long, sometimes I get so tired but I can't seem to let go. And I find that, more often than not, you're the person I want to turn to when I'm down or when I'm happy. Life is full of irony, isn't it?

I think the only thing keeping me sane are my friends in class, Becky Lydia Yanci Waikhee Yongquan. Luv you allllllll.

title: You're like a drug, I'm fully addicted.
date: Friday, January 29, 2010
time:10:09 PM

My internet has been down for quite some time. I guess it can be said to be a blessing in disguise because my computer has proved to be a distraction on many occasions.

And god knows I've hardly time to juggle homework, training and sleep. I know I've been giving up sleep for the former two :( I'm so tired of studying and it's only been three weeks.

My friends says you're just using me. I want to hate you, but I can't because when you smile at me, I just forget every single horrible thing you've done. But I know once the moment you're gone, I'll be left to pick up the pieces.

title: Becky's sweet eighteenth
date: Sunday, January 24, 2010
time:2:54 PM

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY BECKY. :)

I hope you're damn happy on the actual day as well as during the surprise party which was held yesterday :) I know you are. Hahahaha. I luv you much thnks fr making my days in mj more tolerable.

So this week has been one hectic week. Wednesday has been spent with the ballet girls at Ajisen. Friday was spent in town with Shen and Becky followed by catching a movie with some of our classmates to celebrate Beck's birthday.

I'll be seeing Richny/Rachel/Jasper later. Awesome, I cannot wait.

Happy belated birthday Jasper. :) Thanks for being sucha awesome best friend and for always bursting my happy bubble because it's for my own good. And for making me study even though I don't want to (I secretly hate you for tht heh)

Have been catching up with many of my friends lately. I've been keeping my new year resolution of late, except say one. Ugh.

My friends think I'm making a mistake and they're all telling me to let go because at the end of the day, the one who will end up being hurt the most is not you, it's me.

Believe me, I wish it was as easy as it sounds.

title: I've been a slave to my habit
date: Tuesday, January 19, 2010
time:11:37 PM

I'm going to meet the ballet girls tomorrow i.e Kat, Shenna, Germaine, Shermaine, Jiaxin :) I abso-freaking-lutely cannot wait :D Too bad weeshan can't make it :(

School's been a total bore. I come home tired every day I just want to get this year over and done with.